recently
soooo many things just keep flashing across my mind
really a lot a lot of things

jiejie i really want you to be happy
pls be happy i just cant stand seeing you cry
seeing you cry makes me wanna cry too
and goes with what your mind heart brain thinks
back to the cheerful happy starry you
always be swift in doing things esp in this kind of choice
i will support you de
i believe you will make the best choice for yourself
it will be your memory not mine whether good or bad
memorable one will be the best
and ya nv do any things or choose anything
if you think that will be hurtful
you choose it this way so i handle it this way
<3 you



class sucks nowadays
why this kind of thing happen?
hate it sooo much i wan a peaceful surroundings to study!!!
cant we end our friendship for this 2 years happily?
cant we even make it?


study is a great dissapointment too
sec 1 a nodding-head situ
sec 2 a shaking-head situ
a diastater totally

family matters
apart from not having my freedom
like what im having before this 2 years
my mum is always working non-stop
almost 12 hours everyday
she din even know the things i wrote now
and i sooo wanted her acc but haiz $$ wasnt on my side
if only $$ can buy her time
i wished i could

more profound things
influence by qwerty and cyrus
they asked this qn
WHAT HAPPENS AFTER DEATH???
its too young to think of this i keep telling myself
but the fact is im not willing to touch on this at all
im scare scare of dying ya im oh for goddness sake who dont?
a ghost after dead a being buried person or a reincarnated human
how i wish is the third one
oh pls being a human is better than being a animal
agree? maybe animal had their own way of living too
we nv know but hey being a human is good
a taste of bitter sweet sour everything!
but if you guys knew its the 2nd one
then how you guys will do?
live life to the fullest until the day you will be asleep forever
ya this the ans! i will too but given that everything is under my control
my fate u know? anyone knows? not to say me
who knows maybe i will die tomorrow neh touch wood
and i will have lotz of regretssssssssssssssss
this cant be helped too when the time is ripe
you will be gone from this world forever
no matter who you are rich or poor
so why not just live happily in this colourful world
that we might not be able to see after we are gone?


MEIIXUANN CHEERUP!
EVERYTHING HAS ITS REASON FOR HAPPENING
JUST SEE IT AS IT IS
AND NOT THINK TOO MUCH!
=DD